EH?? For NOTHING je tau!

salam,

Seminggu lepas waktu sy kat kuantan, Encik Froggy ada beritahu yang ada orang pukul dia. Waktu tu, sy tak rasa la benda tu serius sebab Encik Froggy masih lagi bleh gelak2 ketawa lepas dia cakap tu. Lagipun, beliau kata benda kecik aje, tak perlu diperbesarkan pun (ewah, berlagak mancho sikit di situ..)

Semalam, lepas antar cik A ke alamanda tetibe Encik Froggy mengadu sakit belakang. Rupa2nya kesan kene pukul minggu lepas. haduiii~ awat la drama sangat ni tetibe... Hmm dan nak dipendekkan cerita, sy tanya la beliau ape sebenarnyer yang terjadi. Untuk lebih mudah, sila baca dialog2 di bawah(malas nak karang ayat panjang2 hahaha).

sy: kenapa boleh sampai pukul2 ni? *awk penah buat ape-ape salah kat dia ke?(penggunaan kata 'awk' tu cuma sebuah penipuan...hahaha tak pernah panggil beliau awk... EEEE~)
beliau: Memang ada. (waktu ni dia senyum2).
sy : buat ape? awk pernah tibai dia ke dulu?
beliau : Dia tu senior kte. Terserempak sebenarnyer.
sy : dah tu terserempak, awat tiba2 nak pukul2 orang plak. mesti awk ada buat apa2 kat dia.
beliau : kte curi sesuatu dari dia dulu.
Sy : curi ape? curi duit dia? (waktu ni macam2 sebenarnyer yg sy teka, tapi kat sini tulis satu dah la..tak menarik pun nk tau..)
beliau : sesuatu yangberharga...
sy : awek??
beliau : (pandang2, pstu senyum2)..
sy : **like, omg.... berebut awek?? Ni memang drama giler. Sape yang awk curi tu (dalam ati ada berangan jugak yg dorang berebut miss1604 hahaha perasan lebey :P)
beliau : emmmmm~ 'dia'...
sy : Diaaaaa???

**ni stail je ye..sy seorg yg amat sopan..hehe

Maka, bermulalah sesi bebelan sy pada beliau, yakni encik froggy. Antara bebelan tersebut :

"Like, ok. Siapa mamat ni? ada nama dia, ada alamat dia? macam, ape masalah mamat tu sebenarnyer? awat dia nak tibai awak tentang hal yang memang dah 'so yesterday' macam tu. Faham tak?? Masalahnyer sekarang 'dia' dah takde kaitan dlm hdp awk,awk tak cakap kat mamat tu?? hishh (geramnyerrr).. tau tak awk kne tumbuk ni for nothing. Sy tak faham la, knp mamat tu nak kene tibai awk..."

p/s : dah tukar dia kepada 'mamat tu'.. coz ade yang pening baca benda neh..

beliau : Mungkin mamat tu masih suka lagi kat 'dia' kot

"what ever.. if mamat tu suka kat 'dia', pi la cari alamat facebook 'dia'... amek no telefon dia ke, alamat emel ke.. awk tak gitau dia ke yang awk dah takde kaitan dengan 'dia'?? awat awk tak cakap kat mamat tu 'ok, ni alamat facebook 'dia' dan no tefon 'dia'. aku dah takde kaitan dengan dia... jadi klu ko suka dia,pi lah ngorat dia' ... hissshhhhhh~awk ni pun satu!"

debushhh! debussshhh!

aku pulak belasah beliau dengan buku tebal. Geram yang amat....

grrrrrr~

Shigoto..shigoto

Salam,

dulu2 sy aktif menulis jurnal di tagged. Pantang ada masa lecturer tak masuk lab je, musti update jurnal..hehe :P kenapa kat sana?? mestilah sebab takde orang nak baca... salah satu jurnal yang pernah tulis kat sana iyelah waktu awal2 keje kat company ni. meh nak show off sket..hahaha :D

It's been a while..hehe seem like i like to start my journal with that sentence..huu~

Though it is true, it has been a while since i wrote something here. The main reason is only that i need a place where i can let my thought free.. hehe (and that's only becoz no one close to me are here).. Lately, many things had happen to me. I almost found the one, and almost get myself to be a married lady to a very good man. hehe.. but maybe bukan jodoh agaknye...atau Allah nak melambatkan jodoh, something happen.. And i don't think i could marry him anymore...a bit mysterious ha... : P and the twist is that, i don't think it's totally his fault. somehow I feel so guilty that i can't see myself as bakal isteri to him... to be honest, i really thought he is the one for me. he was really nice,really honest,really caring,really thoughtful...everything i ever dreamed of is in him... emm T_T he was pious too. But as i said, bukan jodoh agaknya...

other than that, i finally finished my studies in BSc Computational Mathematics. Uuuu~ a tough journey i must say.. but along the way i found myself surrounded by nice friends that shares suka-duka together. A three year journey that full of sweet memories to remember.. aahh feel so old already..haha not to mentioned, jumpa geng satu kepala la yang paling best.. ^_^ right after my third semester, i found a group of friend (actually to be exact--> only two haha) that i can call satu kepala with me... for the first time in my life as a student in uitm, i am comfortable to be who i really am... hehe em as a reflection-- > i'm a bit hypocrite somehow. I always kept my true self inside, afraid that no one can understand and accept me. hmm lonely huh? hehe..but that's all changed when i found then.. wani, che ani..love you two sooooo much.. thanks for those happy moments and memorable things that we have done together... huhu..missing u two already... plus when i found him, i feel completed. he completed me in a way.. so losing him means that i also lose a part of myself. becoming an incomplete me al over again huh?... i rather think of it as a test. people come and go in our life, but friends a there forever in our heart. So, i'll think of him as my special friend.

Then only two weeks after i finish my final presentation of my final year project, i got an offer at my practical place as a software engineer. waaa~ pretty cool isn't it. But somehow i feel incapable to fill that seat. and somehow my brother in law force me to fill it. grrr~ what a stress to start my first job with force. The reason is for me to gain experience.. emm and i am thinking "it's my life, why do you have to bother?..and this is not even my field.. I am a math student, not an IT student" .. then he came to me with few advice ,motivational and inspirational words (waa~ looks like he is so significant in my life and happens to be somehow near to me ..haha)

and somehow (aicehhh), i feel i trust his words more than i trust myself... hmm and it's been almost two months now, since i first started my work. hmm i'd like to write about him, but i should saved it in another journal i guess... next week i'm going to Kota Kinabalu.. waaa~ ^_^ to meet the client T_T.. soooo nervous, it's my first time. Don't know what to say and what to do there...

k-lah.... till next time

thank you for reading this..

Can I still write like this? huuu~ dulu takde orang baca, tak malu nak citer ngarut2...skang dah ada orang baca..huwaaaa~ terpaksa jadi sopan2 sket... haha :P

when i was young

Waktu kecik-kecik dulu saya suka berangan atas pokok rambutan muda depan rumah. Sambil makan rambutan segar yang dipetik fresh dari pokok tersebut (wah wah wah :P), idea dan ketenangan datang mencurah-curah ke ladang hati…. :D Masih terasa goyangan pokok ke kiri dan kekanan bila disapa angin petang yang sepoi2 bahasa. Masih terdengar lagi desiran daun-daun yang disapa angin itu. Sungguh tenang, tenang yang tak terbeli oleh gaji yang ada sekarang. Sebuah hadiahdi kala saya hampir-hampir putus asa pada kehidupan yang perit. Langit yang membiru,awan yang memutih di langit. Sungguh, masih jelas dalam ingatan. Saya sangat sukakan matahari waktu itu, hingga kulit saya ni hitam legam akibat kesukaan yang terlampau terhadap matahari. Tapi, matahari zaman itu tidak membara seperti hari ini. Masih menghitamkan kulit, Cuma tak memeritkan seperti sekarang. Mungkin kerana oksigen yang dikeluarkan secara semulajadi oleh pokok rambutan tu( yelah matahari + klorofil = fotosintesis +oksigen kan?)

Terima kasih ye rambutan tree.

Terima kasih pada penciptaMu yang Agung

yang mengizinkan dirimu tumbuh di sini

untuk menemani aku

Ya Allah, nikmat dan kasih sayangMu tak terjangkau fikir.

Subhanallah. Alhamdulillah.

Dan waktu itu sy masih kecil, masih sekolah rendah :D . Ada satu lagi aktiviti kegemaran saya waktu kecik-kecik dulu iaitu berbasikal keliling kampong. Bukan untuk berlumba siapa lebih pantas menamatkan kayuhan keliling kampong, tpi sekadar menikmati angin 4-5 petang. Sambil merentas tanah orang yang ditumbuhi rumput setinggi paras pinggang (ada laluan basikal ye), berhenti rehat di bawah pokok nenasik yang rendang, dekat dengan paya seluas dua kengkang. Dan menikmati angin yang berhembus, juga desiran lalang-lalang yang tumbuh hijau seluas mata memandang. Wah, sangat indah dan tenangnya kehidupan waktu itu. Sekali-sekali, berlari sekuat hati meninggalkan basikal bila dikejar anjing tokey ayam. Lalu, pohon jambu batu yang tumbuh tanpa tuan yang dekat juga dengan kawasan rehat kami (geng basikal), jadi pilihan untuk dipanjat bagi menyelamatkan diri (sambil makan buah jambu batu beramai-ramai :P).

Semuanya terlakar sewaktu sy masih kecil.

Masih belum dewasa.

Masih belum kenal apa itu peperiksaan dan ujian.

Masih belum mengerti apa itu tekanan dan stress.

Sekarang dah x macam dulu. Tetapi anginnya, desiran daun dan lalang, bunyi air mengalir, dan mataharinya masih ada dalam ingatan. Tak terlupakan. Masih sama mendatangkan tenang dan idea yang mencurah-curah ke hati.

“Ya Allah, Engkau Perencana dan Pencipta TERAGUNG. Tiada sesuatu yang ENGKAU ciptakan sia-sia. Semuanya bermakna jika aku mahu berfikir. ”

chrono's soul ^_^

salam,

Sementara menungggu waktu balik tghari ni(amek half day).. jom dengar lagu Chrono's Soul dari kumpulan SISTAR.. boleh dengar kat sini
Lirik :

Oh oh oh oh
Jugeoganeun haessaldo
Gureumjocha tteonabeorin haneuldo
Gayahal got mot chatgo hemaego isseo

Hwangpyehaejin sesangdo
Nunmulgyeopge pieonaneun kkotteuldo
Summakhineun hyeonsilgwa sideureobeoryeo

Sesang modeungeosi oraejeonbuteo
Eodumsoge mutyeobeoryeosseo
Wollaebuteo da geuraetdeongeoya

Naega algoitdeon modeungeotdeuri
Jeonbu geojitmaringeol
Gyeolguk eotteongeotdo chajeul su eobseo oh

Babe
Nareul beoseonago sipeo
Nareul domangchigo sipeo
Oh oh oh oh oh
Gatyeosseo naneun naneun

Babe
Naneun useulsudo eobseo
Naneun malhalsudo eobseo
Oh oh oh oh oh
Guhaejwo jebal

Naui soneul jabajwo
Niga gajin modeun himeul naegejwo
Jeolmangiran daneodo sarajidorok

Neoui mameul naegejwo
Niga gajin huimangiran yonggiga
Nae gaseume namaseo sesangeul jikyeo

Sesang modeungeosi oraejeonbuteo
Eodumsoge mutyeo beoryeosseo
Wollaebuteo da geuraetdeongeoya

Naega algoitdeon modeungeotdeuri
Jeonbu geojitmaringeol
Gyeolguk eotteongeotdo chajeul su eobseo oh

Babe
Nareul beoseonago sipeo
Nareul domangchigo sipeo
Oh oh oh oh oh
Gatyeosseo naneun naneun

Babe
Naneun useulsudo eobseo
Naneun malhalsudo eobseo
Oh oh oh oh oh
Guhaejwo jebal

Rap>
Nareul barkhyeojul bicheul gidaryeo
Geuttaekkaji nan meomchujianko dallyeo
Duryeopgin hajiman I can't stop
Ije geu kkumeul pyeolchyeo I'm your star

Babe
Nareul bureugoman isseo
Nareul wonhagoman isseo
Oh oh oh oh oh
Gatyeosseo naneun naneun

Babe
Naneun useulsudo eobseo
Naneun malhalsudo eobseo
Oh oh oh oh oh
Guhaejwo jebal

FROM: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/s/sistar/#share

Hehe dia punya translation tgh cari, yang ada cuma dalam videoclip jah..hehe :P

p/s : yeyey balik kampung..